So they wait…

She missed him terribly today.
The thought of being in his arms
lingered much longer
than she expected.

The words
“I love you”
flow freely from her heart,
but her mind cannot fathom
loving someone
who chooses to keep her
at a safe distance.

She has chosen
to no longer accept his gifts
for she fears they come
at too high a price.

She would rather
be loved than ‘bought’.
She will not sell her soul
only to lose
the most important thing of all,
the Love of God.

She daydreams
of holding his hand
as they walk by the moonlight —
to kiss his lips under the stars,
no longer hidden from the world.

She has no use
for complicated love
and yet it seems to always find her.
Lovers, trying to be friends…
Friends afraid to be in love…

He and she,
two worlds broken,
seeking to mend in their own way.
Unsure if being together
will add to their disfunction
or help them heal.

So they wait…
For how long?
Neither one knows…
For the right time?
For the pain to subside?
For the old memories to fade?
Perhaps for time to set them free…

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Image source: pxhere.com
Contents compiled: November 26 2018
Originally published: February 13 2019
Copyright © 2017-2019 Anonymously Yours

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You knew… 

 

You knew,
this wasn’t what
I really wanted.

You knew,
I yearned to leave
but didn’t know how.

You knew,
I would have stayed
mostly out of loyalty.

You knew,
I always tried to see the good in all circumstances.

You knew,
I swallowed more than I deserved
because I abhor confrontation.

You knew,
my frustration and tiredness
of the entire situation.

You knew,
my inner desires,
my passions and my goals.

You knew,
I’m not much for fanfare
but gave me a dramatic exit nonetheless.

You knew,
I wouldn’t understand
your methods in the moment.

You knew,
in the end this path
would make me stronger.

You knew,
it all and so you set me free.
Thank you Lord. Amen.

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Image source: Digital Art by A ~ 2018
Contents compiled: February 27 2018
Originally published: April 6 2018
Copyright © 2017-2018 Anonymously Yours

The Silent Worrior

 

She sat
for what seemed like forever,
flat on the floor
with her back against the wall.

Her hands ached,
her shoulders were tight,
her legs were numb,
her feet were swollen.

Her spirit willed her to move
but her body resisted.
Life for her has never been easy
and this was no different.

Her journey ahead
triggered a sense of panic.
Her chest tightened,
her stomach was in knots.

She was so tired
of the endless struggle.
She wanted it all to stop
but quitting was not an option.

The tears filled her eyes
as she prayed for strength.
She has learned very well
to push through the pain.

One day things will get better…
Her faith is strong!
She believes there’s a reason
for everything, even this!

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Image source: Google images
Contents compiled: October 20 2017
Originally published: April 12 2018
Copyright © 2017-2018 Anonymously Yours

While seeking happiness I found joy! 

 

The beauty of your light
shines through
the windows of my heart.

The richness of your love
fills the depleted reservoirs
of my thirsty soul.

I seek your presence
in search of peace,
happiness and wisdom.

I feel your grace
washing over me,
forgiving my errant ways.

I praise your name
in joyful gratitude
for your abundant blessings,
and your everlasting love.

I cherish each new day
for it is one more chance
to share your love.

You understand my desires
and give me more
that I ever expected.

You anticipate my every need
and meet me with open arms
blessing me with your abundance.

Lord, you are wonderful!
And so I thank now
in Jesus name, Amen.

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Image source: Google images
Contents compiled: April 5 2018
Originally published: April 6 2018
Copyright © 2017-2018 Anonymously Yours

Random Act of kindness: November 29 2017

 

He
was young.

He
needed gas.

He requested
$14 worth.

His card
was declined.

He suggested we try
$10 instead.

The transaction
was rejected.

He apologized for
wasting my time and left.

Silently he sat in his car
pondering what to do next.

My heart sank…

The next gentleman in line
paid for his snacks
and gave and extra $10.

“That’s for the guy
who was in line before me,”
he said.
“I remember what it felt like
to be young and broke.
Go catch him before he leaves!”

I ran as fast as I could.
I was happy to help
make him feel better.
I was elated to witness
such a wonderful act of kindness.

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Image source: Google images
Contents compiled: November 29 2017
Originally published: March 22 2018
Copyright © 2017-2018 Anonymously Yours

Making Sweet Memories

 

No alarms
to rush us out of bed.

No responsibilities
that can’t wait til tomorrow instead.

Just another rainy Saturday
to lounge about in pjs.

Just another lazy day
for making wonderful memories.

 

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Image source: Google images/pintrest
Contents compiled: February 17 2018
Originally published: February 17 2018
Copyright © 2017-2018 Anonymously Yours

Intrigued by you

 

A screenshot of you
is thumb-tacked
to the walls
of my soul,
frameless,
for I know not yet
of the permanence
of your presence.

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Image source: Google images
Contents compiled: September 23 2017
Originally published: September 27 2017
Copyright © 2017 Anonymously Yours